Saturday, July 23, 2005
Irk my nose is killing me! I had sneezed for a thousand times today. i'm suffering man. Morning was so terrible. I almost died! Lol my nose is about to fly off and my head is going to explode! I tell you, penknifes are such tempting stationeries. Where is my MR.PENKNIFE? haha =] The below post are sort of boring stuffs so if you dont like it dont bother to stay. LALALAS =D
Weekends are not really good but it's relaxing, Lol Today was good i'm happy. Okay maybe at the last part of the day. Today i thought of many things about life. Going through experiences is good. Life can be great and it is FAB-U-LOUS! Lol =] In every aspects and everyway, it's all about choices we make and its up to me. Whether i made the right choice anot,life still goes on. Life is life and i'm just me. I'm prepared for the change in my life but i do have self doubts and would pity myself on how i landed in this state. I'm not saying its your fault in anyways but that's just how i felt. =] Last night i thought alot about myself. I was trying to find for directions, reasons why, answers to my questions and me. It was hard but it just came to me that i didn't think hard, not concentrating on things and never took things seriously. That's why i found my way here with lots of confusion. I didn't have a good sleep, i felt like screaming and kept waking up constanly. I couldn't understand why and dont know how to explain it too. it just feels _____. In school, I decided to make the best out of everyday to put a smile on my face. Who would want to drown themselves with unhappiness and be so unhappy right? I dont mind contradictions. hah and i wish to be back in preschool and all. Lesser problems makes my day. Thus, we dont have to think about maturity and all. Life would have more peace in this way. This few weeks, people tend to get alittle sensitive, i had no reason why people felt that way. They took compliments, nice or not nice thoughts very seriously. But i don't really care. Lol but cheer up to those people anyways. i agreed that life is tough and are filled with tough rides but we have to get throught this. All of us have too. =]Goodnight;
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