Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Poof! I decided to blog today(: Haha School was quite alright, with the interclass netball and captain's ball match for Sec Two's. Sec Three's had volleyball. So fun la please. And I got tanned! But the tan on my face is so ugly. Super sick, now there is a white big patch in my face where my specs is. Haha Luckily it is covered up a little. The rest are okay for my arms and legs. Haha look less like a toufu now. The difference on my leg is from the knee to the ankle. The rest are quite fair. I dont want that please. God, i'm going to start liking the sun and tan more often.
Yesterday was a Monday, everyone knows that. Haha it was rather nice, funny and interesting. We took a cab to PS, arrived at around 4.10 as the Sec Three's had some other stuff till 3 o'clock. I think they were having some dance or whatever. Yup, so it was motivator, cheerleader and angeline. Decided to watch 'the skeleton key'. It wasnt those kind of scary shows, just have alot of black magic stuffs which were so rubbish. Haha All of us get the freaking show at all. We asked each other, I guess they never had finish writing that script. Heh, walked around after that. Window shop, talked alot, weird things happen and as usual it falls on angeline. I was not surprised. It was funny, she was sad. So less talking, more peace and less hasty words from her mouth. Haha whoots, time is running out. I have to start sleeping for a brand new day. LAUGHS! Good night everybody! God loves you, Haha(:(:
Sighs, this kept going over and over in my head. I cant seem to stop this. Many said it's hard, blablabla. Okay, yes it is but i never wonder why so fast. I bet I wasnt even ready to accept this in the first place, though when i heard and tried preparing for the outcome. But things got pretty messed up, worst. Thus, not feeling good, exploded for a few days. It wasnt a good sign, we ended up haven a fight. Now we arent even talking. However i think it's good. As since this happen, I dont know how long am I going to start facing you again. Tsk tsk I shouldnt bother, I shouldnt care, but my heart doesnt want me too. It held on pretty hard, I dont like that. Now I wished I wasnt even part of her life before, just a friend nothing more, hold back my words, think about all these. I should start apologizing, but then again will you accept it? I have a strong feeling, no you wouldnt even bother at all.
So why bother so much? I blew it real bad.
Just like that
11:30 PM
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