Saturday, December 30, 2006
This is gonna be a emo post on the top. Inspired by watching too much of 'two bush mountains'. Haha. Some quotes they made were really true. Got me thinking, so i took it down. but below is really vulgar so you can dont read the bottom. But it's for fun. Thanks to eliza! Haha!
There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire, the other is to gain it. Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do, give up quit? NO! I realised now that when your heart breaks you have to fight like hell to make sure your still alive, cause you are. The pain you feel, is life. The confusion and fear is there to remind you that someone out there is something better. And that something is worth fighting for. Well, sometimes you can get everything you wanted, and everything you wish for, but sometimes, in a way, you lose even more. Like your hearts desire. As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think makes our lives better, money, popularity, we ignore this simple things like friendship, family, the things we already had. Yes losing your heart's desire your heart's desire is tragic, but gaining your heart's desire is all you can hope for.
So hey pretty one! And your friend whom you were talking too, hah. Losing your heart's desire, or rather not gaining it at all, isnt all that. You still got to live your life. Dont numb yourself with all the crying and depression thingy or whatever. That's just ups and downs we all have to go through. You still got to go through with life. Time doesnt stop there for you to grief out your sorrows. Time just keep going like how your life does. So live it. Spend it wisely. I know its hard to stop what your heart's desire. I know its easier said then done. But its not really healthy to hang on for so long either. The longer you hold on, the harder it is to let go. So yeah, just give it a try though it hurts? Its obviously better than sitting there and cant do anything at all. And do know that i'm always supporting you, providing you with tissue paper, even if you do hold on (: i got your back alright! YAY! Handsome one loves you! <3>
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Studied with mandy today. Eliza that fucking cheebye! She's suppose to be there at 3 and in the end drag to 8.30 when we are suppose to leave at 9.00. What's her fucking problem? KAN NI NAH! Sibei tulan! I very angry with her! She is so dumb lah. People talking about those kind of hats and she ask whether its japanese wear that kind of hat. Na bei lah! JAPANESE WEAR HELMETS NOT HATS! THEY WEAR HELMETS WHICH IS IN ARMY GREEN COLOUR AND HAVE A JAPAN SIGN ON THEM! She's fucking stupid, i swear. Si bak kao.
Look at her!
So pathetic lah. What kind of hell she live in man? She's damn bloody weird lah. The stupidest and most embarrassing cheebye of all times. Or rather everyday! Ta mah de. What a friend i have found. She can go lou sai, eat sai, he sai, everyday for all i care mans. KANASAI! She calls me lan jiao wannabe! FINE! YOU ARE A FREAKING CHAO CHEEBYE! SMELLY SMELLY! EEE ELIZA IS SMELLY! A SMELLY CHEEBYE!
Okay i know that's not a very nice thing to do, but oh wells. HAHA! she's writing one on me so i write back lor. And i have not been so vuglar in my entire life. OH MANS STUPID CHEEBYE! YOU INFLUENCED ME! =D
Yo, Imma Eliza Teo! says:
no i am having a hard time trying to list out all the hokien vulgarities
You see i told you she's not nice. She's trying to find all the vulgarities to scold me. TSK! CHEEBYE! =D HAHA!
Haha! those times!
I drew a perfect picture of you!
Or rather almost perfect!
But anyways i still love my FUCKING CHEEBYE alot lahh huh! Even though she do really stupid stuff! But its good that she does stupid stuff. If not life would really be a bore you know! (: STUPID CHEEBYE! YOU MAKE ME SAD! KAN NI NAH LAH YOU! And i'll miss her like fucking alot next year! Really really! I have no one to bully anymore! OR I will maybe even miss your super chao chao pe pants that never wash that's always blocking my view of volley watching! Its seriously chao chao, but oh wells. CHEEBYE I WILL MISS ALOT OKAY! MISS ME ALOT TOO! COME AND KNOCK ON MY CLASS DOOR! IF YOU DONT YOU WILL REALLY BE A CHEEBYE! LOVES MUCH! <3>
Just like that 1:42 AM
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