Thursday, April 26, 2007


You know, i've always thought this year would be a great one. But i was wrong. Till now, i've still been feeling horrible :/ maybe cos i'm gonna have my period soon or smt. I just feel that things are taking a toll on me. Filled with so much lost and fear, questions with answers no one can supply. I want to email God lehh! Hah. Everything is just so hard to comprehend.

The world seem to be playing some game of pretence. I see you, you see me. Like some hide and seek game. But the difference with this game is that, we have our masks on. And people are just superficial to almost everything. It just so hard to be yourself? You might think that your actually being yourself, but when you look at how you live, you begin to stop and think. Is that even me? Wait, how was i even like? You start to lose yourself with the influence the world had on you. And your friend/parent tells you that 'its okay. Dont care abt the world thinks'. Do they even really know how it feels? Especially how when ppl look down on you. And when they indirectly say your the fool? That's practically just what they think is an advice or words of consolation to perk you up.. That sucks okay.

And you know, its really terrible to find how wrong you can be about someone. You thought you did. You grow up and realize that people who once said they cared really never did, and that people who once made you the happiest are now the ones who make you cry. This sucks even more. Sometimes, even church doesnt bring much comfort like it use to. So screw up can. ROARS!


On the brighter side, my wai yang pirate! (: I wanna eat pasta at pasta mania again! :/

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